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Monday, December 19, 2005
I just came back from my tuition.. although i am feeling really tired and sleeply, overall i am feeling jubilant.. i wanted to publish a post this morning but i realise that i am having a mind block..ahh...i have nothing to write in my blog.. hehe.. but i know i will have something to write after i return from my tution.. and i was right..(wide smile) good prediction isn't it..(wink*) haha.. it was because like always i knew i will have something to complain about..but amazingly today, i dont have much complains. instead i am really really really ecstatic..(smiling) i had a wonderful time in my tuition. Mr rj made full use of his time to discuss with us an essay outline, beside that he also chit chat with us.. it was fun when all of us complain about our own GP teachers.. some are really slackly just like mine (opps!) some barely go through paper 1 and some even forgot about their own gp lesson.. that was really funny.. we end up laughing at Mr rj expression and reaction when he heard that.in addition to that, my tuition friends and i were are getting closer each day.. Isn't it remarkable that people can make friends in just 4 days..i am just sooo sociable (smiling joyfully) it was also today that i realise that fate is so extraordinary.. because i just found out that my closer tution friends were all from choir..we all had the passion for singing.. oh man.. isn't that great..hehe.. okok..i better stop crapping about my friends.(sticking tongue out) hm.. here are some feelings for today: i feel that some people are so brave even when they are facing lots of difficulties.. i watched a story about a teenage who had cancer but yet lived life full of hope and dreams. i feel guilty as i thought about the days when i cried and felt life was so bitter when i dont get things that i desire. does that seems so little compared to his? i have always want to be stronger in life when i am facing stress and difficulties after watching his show, it made me more determine in wanting to improve myself.. i watched as my mom stayed so strong for the family when my dad got into a accident last year.. i know she was hiding her fear, she prayed really hard in church and i even thought i saw some tears in her eyes as she prayed. At that time i felt really useless because i couldn't provide any strength for her, instead i still needs her to protect us.. i loved my mom and admired her strength..so i am learning to stay stronger and happier everyday.. just for my family (cheerful smile) ahh..i forgot to tell everyone .. i am soo happy because my mom bought me my fav fruit.. yummy yummy.. i wanna fill them into my stomach now.. so...thats all for today.. tata~
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All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Arctic Monkeys, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, The Feeling, Franz Ferdinand, Gorillaz, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Jack Johnson, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Lily Allen, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers, Kooks, Kyo, The Network, OK Go, Paramore, P!ATD, The Raconteurs, Razorlight, Snow Patrol, Weezer, Wheatus
I just came back from my tuition.. although i am feeling really tired and sleeply, overall i am feeling jubilant.. i wanted to publish a post this morning but i realise that i am having a mind block..ahh...i have nothing to write in my blog.. hehe.. but i know i will have something to write after i return from my tution.. and i was right..(wide smile) good prediction isn't it..(wink*) haha.. it was because like always i knew i will have something to complain about..but amazingly today, i dont have much complains. instead i am really really really ecstatic..(smiling) i had a wonderful time in my tuition. Mr rj made full use of his time to discuss with us an essay outline, beside that he also chit chat with us.. it was fun when all of us complain about our own GP teachers.. some are really slackly just like mine (opps!) some barely go through paper 1 and some even forgot about their own gp lesson.. that was really funny.. we end up laughing at Mr rj expression and reaction when he heard that.in addition to that, my tuition friends and i were are getting closer each day.. Isn't it remarkable that people can make friends in just 4 days..i am just sooo sociable (smiling joyfully) it was also today that i realise that fate is so extraordinary.. because i just found out that my closer tution friends were all from choir..we all had the passion for singing.. oh man.. isn't that great..hehe.. okok..i better stop crapping about my friends.(sticking tongue out) hm.. here are some feelings for today: i feel that some people are so brave even when they are facing lots of difficulties.. i watched a story about a teenage who had cancer but yet lived life full of hope and dreams. i feel guilty as i thought about the days when i cried and felt life was so bitter when i dont get things that i desire. does that seems so little compared to his? i have always want to be stronger in life when i am facing stress and difficulties after watching his show, it made me more determine in wanting to improve myself.. i watched as my mom stayed so strong for the family when my dad got into a accident last year.. i know she was hiding her fear, she prayed really hard in church and i even thought i saw some tears in her eyes as she prayed. At that time i felt really useless because i couldn't provide any strength for her, instead i still needs her to protect us.. i loved my mom and admired her strength..so i am learning to stay stronger and happier everyday.. just for my family (cheerful smile) ahh..i forgot to tell everyone .. i am soo happy because my mom bought me my fav fruit.. yummy yummy.. i wanna fill them into my stomach now.. so...thats all for today.. tata~