I am feeling better now... haha.. yesterday i just had a temperory emotional breakdown.. i guess after writing some things out..you will feel much relieve and less troubled..haha.. but no worries, i am a bu dao wong..i will be able to come back happy and cheerful even when i faces trouble and problems.. (smile) i am in J2 now... time really flies when you are not taking notice of it.. hearing the teachers calling us J2 sounds pretty strange and uncomfortable.. Am i that old? Am i going to really going to face the 'As' this year? i watch as all the juniors came into school for the first day..haha.. all the memories came back to me.. i watched as they slowly make friends, play games which i played last year, cheering as a family/team, having MASS DANCE... ohh.. i miss all those.. i never knew what mr leow say about the J2 will be envious of the J1 when they are having their orientation camp was so damn true.... i love orientations.. i love the feeling that people from different schools coming together, making friends, sitting, sleeping , eating together... isnt that lovely? it is like patches of different fabrics coming together and sewing into a big pieces of blanket that are bonded by the threads of friendship... lovely lovely.... (wide smile) but i really regret not fully enjoying myself during the camp and not playing my heart out... argh..so much regrets... but most of all.. i miss MASS DANCE... ahh.. when? when can i dance mass dance again? i guess in life there are lots of things that we will regret after doing it or not doing it.... this reminds me of a very enlightening msg from my friend yesterday and here is what it says:

A little puppy asked his mom where can i find happiness?
Mom doggie answered saying happiness is in your own tail.
Little puppy then started chasing his own tail.. but no matter how fast his chase, he can cant reach for his own tail..
Little puppy told mom that he cant reach for his happiness
Mom doggie then replied as long as you move ahead in life, happiness will naturally follows you..

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