Today is the 2nd day of the chinese new year... and most of the visiting ended about today... i think.. hahaha.. even if there are places to go tml i doubt my mom wanna go since she is almost out of batt..hahaha... she have been entertaining people... ever since the first day of the cny... poor mom.. hahaha.. anyway she enjoy it though..hehehe... today have not been a very happy day.. because i have just started to face some of the reality in life... i notice the greediness and selfish habits in us..the humans...i hate to see this kind of behaviour in humans... why must one take advantage of another..? it really sadden me to see people who are related taking advantage of one another... is money so damn important to you... is taking advantage of other people make you live happier in life? if both answers are no.. then why do you wanna do that.. i dont understand... i think those people are ridicules and nonsensical .... and they are on the earth only to make things more complicated.. i will forgive you but i believe the your guilt and your conscience wont make things too happy for you.. unless you are immune to it.. and if that is so.. i am so sorry... i just have to say that you have no hope at all.....i hate to face this kind of reality and find that people out there, meant no good to me... i know not everyone in the big world out there are nice people.. but i just wanna have at least this fantasy that most of the people out there are good... or at least people who are very close to you can be 100 percent trusted...but now.. it seems so difficult.... what make things worse is that there are so many hypocrise around... i just hate hypocrise...how can someone act soo well infront of another... i once was deeply hurt by a hypocrise.. she act ultra well.. she act as if she cared.. but it was just pure acting... and it really hurts to find out that, all those were just acting.. pure acting... maybe it is time to wake myself up by saying this:"des... wake up from your fairyland....stop being nice to everyone... they might be some hypocrise who are waiting to hurt you....do this to protect youself... this is what we call the reality"......... but must i really do that? must i really cover myself up like a mommy so as to protect myself? must i be wary of everyone around me...? i dont wanna do that... but i have to... because i dont want to taken advantage of... it hurts....

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All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Arctic Monkeys, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, The Feeling, Franz Ferdinand, Gorillaz, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Jack Johnson, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Lily Allen, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers, Kooks, Kyo, The Network, OK Go, Paramore, P!ATD, The Raconteurs, Razorlight, Snow Patrol, Weezer, Wheatus