Today is the first day of chinese new year... and it have been a long and tiring day... i am super ultra tired of entertaining people and answering their silly old question that they ask every single year..." wahh.. so tall...why are you so tall huh? so now are you working or studying? where are you studying? year 1 or 2? blahblahblah".... i was so tired of answering the question and entertaining them that i fell asleep in the car and in my relatives house.. (shy shy)..hahaha...i had no choice i uses sleeping as my self entertainment since there was not much interesting show to watched..hahaha...today have been a very long day.. i have never had such a long visiting day before... i practically went to all of my father's relatives house...but there ia something that i dont quite understand... why must we go to individual house to take a look... isn't it kind of waste of time... after all we are just seeing the same old people....grr..but i glad to say that tml wont be such a long day after all.. yippeee.. finally a day to relax.. but my sociable mom have already plan about where we will be going for the next two days..wahh.. i will be seeing the same old relatives whom i just met today.. grr..i just felt that it is ultra useless to visit them...it is not like seeing them for 3 days will make me any smarter.. hahaha... ok.. i have got to admit that i am anti-social.....lalalalalalala....
i went to church today.. since it is sunday.. and i heard that one of my church member had died.. i dont know who is he.. but somehow i could feel the pain the family must be facing... image losing your family member during chinese new year... how hurting and painful can one feel... since chinese new year symbols a time for reunion and gethering... haiz..recently i have been reminiscing the past memories .. i dont know why.. but some things seems to be coming back to me... it wasn't really happy memories.. and thinking about it kind of affect me.. i guess it is alway good to reminsice happy things to make yourself happy than to reminisce about the sad and bad things in life.. as by thinking and pondering about it time after time, it will make you even more upset and disturb... but it is human nature to think about the bad things that have happen to us... i guess thats what they call self pity... i dont wish to have that self pity thingy in my life... there is a quotation that says.. count the blessings that heaven have bestowed upon you, you will find that there are more things that you have than the things you dont have...[ just be contented with the little things in life.. ] --> my quotation for this year.. (smile)

......Recently i have been reminiscing about you... and the sword that is protruded through my body is starting to bleed.....i just hope that you are happy... (smiling)

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All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Arctic Monkeys, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, The Feeling, Franz Ferdinand, Gorillaz, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Jack Johnson, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Lily Allen, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers, Kooks, Kyo, The Network, OK Go, Paramore, P!ATD, The Raconteurs, Razorlight, Snow Patrol, Weezer, Wheatus