Here comes another post..weeeee... today i am feeling great... because i had a wonderful sleep last night... yesterday i wasn't feeling well.. my whole body was aching, my head hurts and my stomach hurts..... i feel so sucky..and i nearly had an emotional breakdown.. i nearly cried when my mom try to take my pillow from me last night when i am sleeping... yup... just something like that... cause me to be so emotional and work up.... but thank God.. i am feeling ultra good today.... although during some lectures i wasn't paying full attention... haha...but at least i am feeling better than the day before... yipee... being pink in health rulez... hehehehe... i just got back my math result.. i did quite badly... haiz.. i feel so demoralise... it have been a long time since i felt soo demoralised... okok.. the whole of j1 i did badly too.. hahaha.. but this year is an important year... so the results of all the tests this year affects me even more than the year before... feeling demoralise is a bad feeling.. after feeling demoralise you will feel like a failure, a stupid person, useless person...... blahblah.. and all kinds of negative stuff.... but i choose not to think it as that way... wahhh.. i am so positive.. hehehe.. yup... i am that positve at times... failing tests doesn't mean that you are stupid or no hope at all... failing test give you a chance to learn your weakness and mistake... E.G. through my chem and math test.. i found out that i am ultra ultra ultra careless... so i guess i didnt practise enough and i wasn't hardworking enough.. so for the next test.. i aim to achieve better results and have lesser careless mistakes... yup.. thats my goal... nothing is impossible if we dont try.... i am not trying to conduct a motivation lecture.. i am just saying something positive... hehehe.. anyway.. attending my lecture will cost 100 dollars... you think you can get free lectures sooo easily? bleahx... anyway.. let me continue....so i will be working harder for the next test.. (smiling) say bye bye to that old Desiree and say hello to the new Desiree.... hehehe..

what is a promise? In the dictionary it says that, to make a promise is like making a declaration assuring that something will or will not be done. Often you will heard jokes that says... rules are meant to be broken... i guess so.. since somehow.. no matter how good you are you tend to break a rule or even rules... so what about promises? are they meant to be broken too? i have somehow believe that if you can't fulfill a promise, dont make one... not only to love ones but to even your friends... but it seems like promise are made to be broken... there was once when i saw a guy's msn nick saying " i will wait for you not matter how long" i was very touch by that.. and i truely admired his faithfulness.. but it was recently that i heard from my friend that that guy is attached... i was shock and happy.. i thought the gal had finally accepted him.. but i was disgusted to find that he is attached to another gal instead... why make a promise when you know you will break it? why do you have to say that you will wait for me no matter how long and in just months later you found another gal you like? i dont demand guys to be faithful.. because i am not faithful myself.... but at least if you know you are not.. dont make promises .... just telling your feelings will do.. you dont have to make stupid promises that are meant to be broken... because it is unneccessary and redundance....

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