I love my new hair cut... the hairdresser rules ..haha.. but i am feeling a little lost now though..hahaha... i have been busy preparing for my wednesday chemistry test that i tend to push other things a side.. my physics tutorials, reading my lecture notes and even packing my worksheet..As a result, everything seems to be in a great mess now.. i am feeling really lost now... it seem like i have soo much things i had to touch on but yet i havent had time to touch them... i am feeling so damn lost... hahaha.. nevermind.. i will try to solve most of the things today..haha...

Be contented ... be contented des.... thats what i have been constantly reminding myself.. because i dont want to take things for granted and start crying when i found out that i have lose it... but somehow i haven't learn the highest level of being contented...i still tend to complain about the things i dont have ... i guess thats the way humans are built.. somehow it is difficult for us to be contented... because we always believe that the grass are always greener on the other side of the field... i watched a show yesterday.. it was about a guy who was cheated by someone who he really trusted.. i felt sad and nearly cried when i watch how sadden and disapointed he was when he found out that he was cheated... the cheater even say this" being naive will only be the one who will be bullied.." somehow i could understand how he felt.. as it wasn't pleasent to be cheated by someone you trust a lot.. the guy soon learn his lesson and started to be warily of all those who were with him... to me it wasn't a lesson learn but it was a slap on the face about reality.. i guess lots of people will experience their parents telling them that you must be careful of the people around you...they might even tell you to be careful of your own friends.. i hate it if my parents tell me that.. because i dont like to live in a world where people are constantly doubting each other.. and that we are only putting 70 percent of trust on people who are very close to us... i not only hate the feeling that i have to doubt the people around me but i too dislike the feeling that people doubts me... but of course i understand the position they are standing.. so i dont blame them.. as i feel that you can't 100 percent trust other people beside your own family members... but for those who doesn't 100 percent trust their family members.. i have my sympathy on you as.. i feel that you are too busy living in a life of doubts and being warily ... and that you are not enjoying your life to the fullest..
anyway.. i forgot to tell everyone that recently, i have been reading xiaxue blog... she is one of the greatest blogger in singapore... her articles are really funny and nonsensical.. therefore i can conclude that she is a very real person.... lastly i will just add on that she really speaks her heart out.. so if you guys are feel go read her blog.. because it is really entertaining...

what is fate? thats the question one of the Sc mention during the verbal nuggets... she question if it was fate that have bought her to JJ and was it fate that have made things this way? are fate our destiny? are we suppose to let destiny be as it is?i guess there are soo many things that happen for a reason... as a christian i believe that for everything that have happen it happen for a reason.. but still? the question here is still... can we change our destiny? there was once that my friend told me that if you and him are fated to be together no matter what happen .. you guys will come together.. if that truth? should i believe? should i keep waiting? i do heard storys like that and indeed it was truth that the couple got together again.. but i have also heard story which a guy who have waited for girl for nearly 20 years.. but yet there was no conclusion for their relationship.... i guess life is like that.. there are soo much questioning and dilemmas... no one knows the answers .. we just have to follow our hearts .. and hold our destiny if needed....

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