stoning stoning.... thats what i have been doning ever since i woke up ... i had nothing to do after my exams ended yesterday.. erm.. or should i say.. i dont wish to do anything... i am still feeling pretty tired even though i slept for at least 10 hours... hm.. i need i need more sleep.. hahaha

damn shy.... you guys will never know what happen to me on tuesday.. the day i had my first exam..thats day i had my chemistry exam... i walked into a male toilet.. gosh.. ahhh.. i walk right in without thinking why the toilet's colour is in blue.... grr.. how stupid can i get? i even though the sch change its toilet colour... gosh.. worse of all.. i saw a guy inside... thank goodness i only saw his back view and he didnt turn back.. hopefully he dont know who i am.. coz i dont know who that guy was... and i never wanna know... gosh.. i am soo stupid.. sometime i just cant stand my stupidness....

will someone miss me if i start to go missing one day?
will someone even realise i am missing.. if i go missing one day?

i think i must be really tired after all the mugging ... i thought i a white small bright cloud flying around the clouds when i was sitting on a chair looking out of the window.. it is moving really fast and that it is just a smaller cloud... i try to stand up to look at it.. but then i couldnt see it anymore.. but when i sat at the same positon i saw it.. i saw it again.. whats that??? i am not sure... but what came up into my mind was.. is that an angel?? hahaha.. i have a very positive mindset i must say.. i think most ordinary people might think it is some kind of spirit.. but i though it is an angel...i even conclude by thinking that it is moving so fast coz the angel is helping people.. hm.. you never know.. it might be true.. hehehe

i turn off all the lights.. turn on my radio and sat infront of my fan.. i let my hair down.. allowing the fan to blow my hair dry... the feeling is so great.. the gentle wind blew my hair.. letting it sweep pass my face... i love that feeling.. coz my hair is so sofe.. hahahaa.. self praise... anyway.. i sat there and started thinking .... thats what i always do when i am feeling uneasy.. but then somehow.. i wast crying .... my mind was totally blank..... isnt that great ^___^

i am feeling so empty.. there is no emotions in me now... no happiness.. no sadness.. no excitement.. no worries... i feel like a lifeless doll....

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All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Arctic Monkeys, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, The Feeling, Franz Ferdinand, Gorillaz, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Jack Johnson, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Lily Allen, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers, Kooks, Kyo, The Network, OK Go, Paramore, P!ATD, The Raconteurs, Razorlight, Snow Patrol, Weezer, Wheatus