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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
why am i feelingless about it? where is my feeling? where it?
i thought since it have happen soo many times.. i have gotten too use to it.. but i was wrong.. when everything sank in... it was then that the impact hit the greatest... i am blue.. very blue.. i couldnt help stoning.. i could help signing....

my whole body is weakening... my whole body is falling into pieces... i need a shoulder to lie on.. i know if i ask for one.. i will have lots of shoulder to lie on.. but the problem lies with the courage to ask... the problem lies on myself... i wanna walk out of this problem myself.. i wanna stay strong.. i know i can do it.. but i just need a little time to cry.. a little time to blog my misery... after which.. life goes on.....

just like the sun that set in the evening and rise again the day after.. i will smile again after a good cry.... :))

i have once prayed to God.. to give me strength to live on.. if not please take me away...
thankfully.. god gave me strength... and thankfully.. i am not as negative now as compared to that time.. now.. i just pray that God please give me strength to strive on.. cause i wanna be an example for others.. :))

i am bu dao weng... or should i say..i have to be bu dao weng... :))