this is my 241 post.... wahh... that is really amazing..

it have been a unlucky day for me...
like always after our youth service, my sis and i walked out together. but then my sis have been having sunday lesson so we parted, unaware that i left my keys in her bag.. ahh.. by the time i realise this, i have already bought my lunch standing right in front of my door. gosh.. doesnt this feeling just suck? thinking it might be god's will for me to buy the billabong wallet that caught my eyes just now.so i headed down to jp AGAIN. happliy i bought my billabong wallet,but then i stood that pretty long as i was deciding on which colour i should purchase.. finally, i made up my mind, i decided to buy the white one.. (gosh... what a colour.. ya right.. i was nagged by my mom for choosing this colour) anyway.. my tragic story didnt end there. after purchasing my wallet, i head home AGAIN. and this time i sat at the void deck to eat my lunch.. how pityful can i look.. all the aunties that were walking pass stared at me.. gosh.. if only i can tell them to stop it.. come on.. dont give me that pity look.. i have a home you know.. i am not some homeless kid eating at the void deck.. so stop looking at me.. grr.. why must there be soo many people walking up and down at the void deck.. cant those auntie just sleep a little longer?? anyway.. i manage to gobble down my food within mintues. after which, i rush up.. haiz..but poor me... i had to hide at the staircase area to wait for my mom to come home.. sobs sobs.. ahh.. what a day.. thank goodness everything ended.. and des is now perfectly fine .. resting at home.. :))

i manage to stick all my new neoprints onto a board and carefully place it in to my wallet.. hahaha.. with my artistic talent, the neoprints looks like an art piece.. wahh.. perfect...
thank goodness, i manage to take all those nice pictures.. wahahahahaha... :))

what she say.. kind of affected me.. i was impress at what she said, althought it does mean anything but then.. even till today, i could still remember what she say.... thank you.. although you might not know what you say affected me.. but then.. thank you for saying that.. if only i could understand you better.. we might be closer friends...

when i was sitting at on the stair i thought about the comprehension that i read long ago.. it was about choices.. in it they say that it isnt always good to have lots of choices.... after reading it, i was impress. i guess i am just too native in the past and never really thought about the negative impact of having so much choices. with choices, we can no longer push the blame on others. in fact , we had to bare all the responsibility and consequences.. but are we all mature enough or strong enough to bare all this? dont understand what i mean? let me explain.. in the past when someone is sick.. what the lack of medical skill and tools. we only had one choice.. for e.g in the past, giving birth only had one choice, which was through natual process, but now? there are more than that.. i dont know all the medical terms but then.. at least i know there are more than one. imagine your wife is having a labour and with choices, you made the wrong choice. your wife and child died and you have to bare the guilt and saddness thoughout your life.. gosh.. see.. i guess choices isnt a ways a good thing.. maybe life is so much better if it was much simple. at least in this way, we have the chance to push the blame on nature, place of birth, environment... anyone or anything but ourself..

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