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christian
Monday, March 26, 2007
i change my blogskin again ... :))not very suprising huh?
i guess this shows that i have been quite free recently.. hehehe..
you will feel so much happier and things will also go soo much smoother when you share it with others. ( something i learn today)
be more outspoken??
hm.. i will try... i think.. hahaha..
i just realise that i am someone who will lose out in conversation very very easily and this really annoys me. cause it seem like i never really have the chance to finish saying what i wanna say or express what i am thinking. i am not angry with others.. just angry with myself. just try to change? i guess thats the only thing i can do. but then, i doubt i can do that. even at home, i lose out to my mom whenever i am trying to talk to my sis. grr... i even tried putting up my hand so that i have a chance to talk. but they just ignore me.. $#%$#&^%&^not that they don give me a chance to express myself, just that at times when they feel like saying something in the mids of my conversation, they can easily kick me out of the conversation $#%#%%$.. nvm nvm.. i shall give myself a hug *hug hug*
tml shall be a brand new day.. :))
my friend calls me a dustbin.. ahhhhhhhh
but then i am quite happy to be called a dustbin.. coz i am a dustbin that it willing to listen to all her troubles and worries .. plus i see her 5 days a week.. soo.. she have plenty of chance to 'throw' her rubbish into me... "-_-
i am such a nice dustbin... :))
i hope it is not tooo late to learn God's word..
i am quite affected by what the preacher was preaching on sunday. it was soo sad when he sang about the empty fields... :((
erm... but then.. i wasnt paying much attention during the sermon so... i dont really remember what he was saying.. hahahaha..NO.. i wasnt not stoning...hm.. maybe just a little...but then.. most of the time, i was reading the daily bread.. (a book for our daily reading during our night prayer).. see i am a good girl lei.. hehehe..