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Saturday, March 24, 2007
i feel like changing blogskin but then somehow i cant find anything i like. ahh.. super sian.
i think i am getting lazier as the days goes by.. every weekends i try to stay at home coz by staying at home for 2 days. i will be able to recharge my batt and prepare for my work on monday. haha.. ok ok.. thats just an excuse.. lalala

suddenly i feel like i don know myself well enough. maybe who i think i am isnt what i really am. maybe the things i like isnt what i really like. maybe the actions i show to others are not what i am really feeling... grr.. this is killing me... who am i? grr.. i feel like i no longer know myself... i am a girl with a lost identity.. :((
kill me kill me please.... *bang bang*