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Friday, April 06, 2007
i haven't been blogging much .. hahaha
it is difficult to blog when you have two blog to take care..
one blog for crapping and another for serious stuff.. hahaha..

anyway... suddenly i have this feeling that life now for me seems like i riding on a boat in the middle of a very peaceful sea with occasional small waves hitting against my boat that cox it to wobble? ( hm.. i think that's a wrong word to describe how the boat moves). anyway, from the boat, i can see many different small island ahead of me.. however with no engines on the boat ,i can only rely on the strength of the wind to guide me towards one of the island where i can find hope, happiness and my future..
yup.. that's how i am feeling now...

a stage of feeling very lost and helpless..


wahh.. i learn something today...
its call" cultivating cheerfulness"
here it says.. we may alter dispositions and moods by a resolute actions of the will. we can refuse to look miserable, to speak mournfully, to be pessimistic, to pass on depression. in the spirit of unselfishness we can put on a cheerful courage, array ourselves in the garments of joy, anoint ourselves with the spirit of praise and thankfulness, and go forth into the world to shed sunbeams rather than shadows on the path of life.do not nurse your sorrows of heart, lest your spirit and the spirit of others be broken..
one comment.. huh??? hahaha...it took me pretty long before i figure out what is it talking about.. anyway.. in short.. they are trying to say stay and look happy .. haha..


the spirit of Jesus often shuts doors in the long corridors of life.We pass along, trying one after another, but find that they are all locked, in order that we may enter the one that he has opened for us. :))