i am starting to fall in love with blogging again. yipeee...

have you ever feel sad for no reason ?
thats how i am feeling these few days... i am not sure what cause it but i am guessing it must be due to my pms that is affecting my mood so badly.

it was lately that i realise that i actually dislike someone and my dislike for him lasted soo long.oh.. i guess i am not as nice as i think i am. haaa.. come on.. i was never nice in the first place. wahahaha... maybe my dislike for him started when he made a terrible comment about me. i know he was just playing but that comment was a little how to sallow. haaaa.. nvm about it. i am hoping by writing it out i can forget about the whole issue after all it have been years since i have seen him and i do not wish to continuing disliking him cox thats a total waste of energy...

i have been crying a lot these months but not becoz i am feeling sad but becox i watch some really touching shows and movie. but thinking back i have only cried for a few people in my life. those few are the ones who have made me cry a lot. i guess you will only cry a lot for those people when you love them a lot.

i was reading campus superstar's website when i came across an entry a blogger wrote on behalf of keely. at first when i read it i was so touch and immediately felt the feeling of emptiness when she wrote about how she felt about this guy she loved. but then after realising that the blogger made that up .. grr... pissed... it was then i realise at time how empty you feel when life seems so monotonous. thats when you wish there is some ups and downs in your life. but when you are facing the downs in your life you hope you have a normal and peace life. haaa.. thats what i call contradicting...

anyway, i suddenly add that part in my entry is becox i suddenly miss the feeling of having the feeling of ups and downs when you like someone.it is not like i desperately needs love cox i am happy with everything i have now. but just the feeling of emptiness ba.. nvm about that when the time comes it will but if it doesnt i still must life to the fullest.. yeah man.. thats the right attitude i love myself... haaaa

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All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Arctic Monkeys, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, The Feeling, Franz Ferdinand, Gorillaz, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Jack Johnson, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Lily Allen, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers, Kooks, Kyo, The Network, OK Go, Paramore, P!ATD, The Raconteurs, Razorlight, Snow Patrol, Weezer, Wheatus