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Saturday, December 08, 2007
it have been so long since i blog. i guess the love for blogging have gone missing again. hahaha.
i have been thinking quite a lot these few days. thinking how i have not try to put an effort when i am in a situation whereby i am meeting new ppl. thinking about all the excuses i have made just to run away from such situtation. i must admit i have improve a little due to my friend influence but then i still feel that that isnt enough. should i just stop running? or should i just let me be.
at times i dislike myself for thinking too much. at times i dislike myself for saying things i dont mean it. at time i dislike myself for letting bad things control me. at times i just dislike myself.
i am not sure which is the real me. i told my friend this but she say that thats becoz we are still growing up. we are still looking for our identity. really? i hope i find the real me soon.
i dont like that my love for god seems like its a period thingy. i want it to stay. coz for that he have done. i want it to stay.
She's that girl
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all that music
All American Rejects, Angels and Airwaves, Arctic Monkeys, Blink 182, Bloc Party, Coldplay, Counting Crows, Death Cab for Cutie, Evanescence, Fall Out Boy, The Feeling, Franz Ferdinand, Gorillaz, Green Day, Hawthorne Heights, Jack Johnson, Jimmy Eat World, The Juliana Theory, Lily Allen, Kaiser Chiefs, The Killers, Kooks, Kyo, The Network, OK Go, Paramore, P!ATD, The Raconteurs, Razorlight, Snow Patrol, Weezer, Wheatus
it have been so long since i blog. i guess the love for blogging have gone missing again. hahaha.
i have been thinking quite a lot these few days. thinking how i have not try to put an effort when i am in a situation whereby i am meeting new ppl. thinking about all the excuses i have made just to run away from such situtation. i must admit i have improve a little due to my friend influence but then i still feel that that isnt enough. should i just stop running? or should i just let me be.
at times i dislike myself for thinking too much. at times i dislike myself for saying things i dont mean it. at time i dislike myself for letting bad things control me. at times i just dislike myself.
i am not sure which is the real me. i told my friend this but she say that thats becoz we are still growing up. we are still looking for our identity. really? i hope i find the real me soon.
i dont like that my love for god seems like its a period thingy. i want it to stay. coz for that he have done. i want it to stay.