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Sunday, January 04, 2009
today have been a great day.  :))

Today is the first time i am helping up in church as the assistant teacher. even thought i am just an assistant i am still very nervous as its the first time i am away from my family in church (i am always sticking to my family in church), i am serving the Lord and i have to help out with this young girl who is an expert in this field.

But then with God grace, i was not longer nervous or worried when i went to church.

so when it was time to leave, i just left and help out. Praise the Lord for everything was pretty good. i only made a few small mistake and one really big mistake. hahaha. 

my big mistake was when i brought 3 kids into the toilet to wash up and after washing up all of them ran off in different direction. i was lost. i can only get hold of one. Thank goodness the teacher didn't scold me she just told me i had bring all of them there and back as the parents will be worried if any of them goes missing and another teacher manage to find one of the missing kid. 

From this first lesson, i realize i am not very good with dealing with kids. maybe its because they are too young? or maybe its my first time. i still have 11 more time to try to improve and to find out. 

today church was longer than before as there was holy communion, baptism and special item.

the baptism and special item made a impact on me.

the lady who was baptise was a friend of mine. she is not a really close friend, we are just a bible study classmate. she had this bubbly, cheerful and pleasant character and a very impressive knowledge about the bible stories and verses.

i was so impress with her in one of the bible study that i told myself to see her as a role model and i have to be even more diligent in reading the bible everyday. but i was ignorance about her painful past until i read her published testimony today. 

in the past she have done things what many lost youngsters does(smoke, drink, watch porn and clubbing). she was lost and had no goal. she felt no peace as she continue to indulge in drinking and smoking. she ignore other people good advices. she spent around 200-300  a day if she goes clubbing. she detested her life. she have a dad who ask her for money even when she was at the age of 14. she have a dad who had an affair and uses all his CPF money on that women. her mom after knowing about the affair causes much trouble that the police came and sent her to the police station, when that happen her dad just sits there and laugh. 

what kind of life is that? what kind of suffering was she going through in the past? i praise the Lord that the lady she describe in the testimonies was no longer around. And as she baptise today, i pray that one day she can use her testimony to speak to the hearts of many lost soul out there. 

welcome to Galilee BP church, my friend. 
see ya in 2009 bible study :))

another thing that impact me was the special item. it was the special item presented by the group of 27 who went to northern Thailand for the mission trip. as they were singing, i read through their testimonies and see how great God have blessed them. the group of 27 consist of young children, adults, families and friends.      

aaaa.. i went to the washroom and i forgot what i wanna say.. hahahahahah..nvm nvm nvm

i hope someday.. someday.. i can go for a mission trip too. :))

2008 have been a blessed year. There isn't not much major things that happen just a few barriers to overcome. but 2008 have been a year i felt that i have grown a little closer to God. so Praise God for that :)

if life stages can represent my stage of growing in Christ. i think i am still at the stage whereby i am just a baby learning to walk. i pray and hope that i will grow closer to God as i learn to run, jump and maybe even fly...weeeee~~~~

i pray and hope that in 2009, i will have a clearer direction in different ways that i can serve the Lord, have wisdom in knowing his will for me, for strength to overcome many many barriers, be more Godly centered and last but not least to be MORE DILIGENT in reading the bible.

it is good to have your own laptop . so that i can watch as many utube as i want. hahaha and of course i can have my own privacy. but then my mom keep walking around me lei. don know really have soo many things she have to do around me meh? hahaha 

i think my mom is over worried about me. maybe it because sometimes she find lots of tissues around my bed. maybe she thinks i am secretly crying at night. yes i am crying but that because i am watching utube. haha. everyone must watch yi zhi mei la. super nice. there are times when its very exciting and there are times when you cry like a open tap. super touching and sad can.