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Monday, May 25, 2009
its monday. 25 may 2009 (ps. the things written below are very random. beware)

i cant believe, one month have passed since my exams and i have not been doing much. boo to that. However, i am kind of enjoying the fact that i can go straight home after work. For me, that really really the best thing ever. just lie around on my bed :)

LIA.. it have been 3 weeks since you left Singapore, it difficult for my to admit but then ya. I kind of miss you. hahaha. i guess i will still have to keep missing you for 4 more weeks before you return from Europe. like i say i will remember you in my prayers. In his time, in his time, he makes all things beautiful in his time. its so nice and perfect how God makes it so perfect in his wonderful time that you will be returning to Singapore on my birthday. hehehe. what a great day to return back to Singapore. :)

i finally realise what they meant when they say it will be better when to taste the bitterness in life first then the sweet. it have been so much easier now to wake up and go to work as compared to the first 3 months as i am not scolded as much now. Thank God for that!!! Although occasionally i will still be nagged or scolded at, but then thats because i have made some mistake. Therefore, for me that really acceptable and i think i totally deserve it. hahaha.

but then, having to face the bitterness of life from the start help me to enjoy the small amount of sweetness i have now. its like having a piece of dark chocolate. When i first eat it, its really bitter at first but then after eating for a while there will be a slight sweetness. Even though, its just a slight sweetness you will treasure and be very contented with it. 

there is so much things that have been running non-stop in my head. things i wanna do, things i should be doing, things i should not be doing. After having all these running in my head for so long, i am still clueless whats my conclusion. GRrr..

i am weird isnt it. i feel that i a m slightly weird. Maybe its something to do with some missing screw in my head. hahaha. or its just my low EQ & IQ. Sometimes i am cold to others, sometimes i am warm to others. wah.. that really sounds like i am a walking time bomb.

working life is really scary, especially when you just keep looking forward for time to pass. is that what we should be doing? hm.. but i love weekends though there is no doubt about it. :)

ahhh.. i went to watch night in the museum 2. its super funny. i think everyone should watch it. :)

i think its song is weirdly lovely. Adam sings really well. 
Although, i do not like Adam's weird behaviors and sexual preferences. 
i still adore his singing talent. esp this song 
(twilight + Adam singing = great combination)