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Saturday, August 01, 2009
great... now i am left to struggle in my office with my remaining colleagues in my department.

my closest colleague has officially left the office on friday.

i was sad. but i didnt express it out.

i guess the saddest part was that the whole office was happy she left.

i don know how to explain this feeling. just sad i guess. after all we are colleague for one year plus.

i just hope you are happy now. after all the drama in our office.

sorry for rebutting at whatever you say. actually whatever you have mention in the past, i have also started to notice them and soon realise whatever you say is somehow true. nevertheless, i still try to keep one eye close as knowing to much isnt that good. thank you helping me when i have problems even though i alway end up being scolded by you. -_-"

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when u grow up, you start to learn more and more of yourself.

i realize i am a quiet person after all. only my close friend will see my quiet side and really understand me.

even at home, i am also quiet. keeping to everything myself.

there are many times i face this problem: i don know who to tell coz problem at work is not something i can share with my friends who are all currently studying. whereas my stress at school, is not something i can share with my colleague who are all working. ah~~~

with all my pack schedule, at times i seem to forget how young i really am. (am i 30??)

there are times i will try to talk but then after a while i just give up. coz not everyone is listening & i am tired of explaining (lazy)

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my mom should seriously stop treating me like a kid. i have grown up.

i am 22.

i am not angry or upset. just that i think i need to bear more responsibility.

i dont want to be a pamper kid.